Di sebalik all de' chaosness

well a few of my friends have been asking over and over again to put more of the pics regarding my engagement..honestly said, i have no idea what to write n tell about them..i'm at the stage of collecting the pics from all sources...i think i have a lot but i'm just too lazy to upload plus, i'm a little embarassed about some of the pics...hihi...

to tell u the truth, i had no time to prepare the hantarans and all...cos i was busy gila..at that time memang i was stressed out a bit thinking about the design of the hantaran, the theme color, the favor, etc..i didn't prepare much.. i got the bekas hantaran all from my bestie Anna... she told me not to buy anything since her bekas hantarans were in great condition..and i thought,..since she offered and i had no time to do the hantaran and many other obsticles..i finally gave in..and completely gave up to pursue my dream hanatrans.. i told myself, takpa la..tunang ja pun..dh tak sempat sangat why not terima ja bekas2 from anna...hmm..so i got the bekas which were bakul menkuang brown in color (though it was not the theme color that i wanted, but i bersyukur saja dengan apa yg ada) and all i gotta do was...fill the bakuls with all the stuffs ja...hihi..very convenient huh!! ok la, ok la.. let's menjamu mata of these pics ok...sila2 if sudi,.. (click to enlage ya!)

these are all the hantaran that was previously planned for him at a very last minutes. and since it was only engagement day i tried to stick to the tradition by exchanging foods or manis-manisan but i only could plan but later i realised i was short of 1 more item...what i did? well, since he bought a new shirt so..apa lagi mintak la!heheh.. the shirt was actually meant to be worn during our engagement day since i told him i wanted to wear pink but then again..another obsticle..my dream pink dress remained as dream only...

ooh, actually there's 1 more unexpected item...sotong!! (phew...) hmm...where uhh i put the pic?? i think i forgot to take from another camera kot..huhu.well, looking at those hantaran maybe some of u can guess how unplanned & unorganised my engagement hantaran were...honestly, i didn't want to talk about it much cos' the blame was all on me... i should have prepared whatever i wanted earlier so i could be more happy..but then again, i do not want to contemplate on things that i have no control of...the most important thing here that everything was settled and i know that i have to put more afford to achieve all that i want later for the big day. so far, what i definitely need is to get myself a really good advisor so that my wedding day won't be like another tangkap muat event...and of course i need a plan- a really good plan so i won't end up frustrating again..goshh! there's so much to do after all...huhu but luckily the wedding won't happen any soon...thank god..i think i will start all the craziness the earliest would be on January 2010, insyaAllah.. cos we plan to have the wedding on 10/10/10...

more pics...

chocolates for the guests

From him...

yep...those are for him

i would like to take this opportunity to thank my family & friends who have been so helpful throughout the engagement day also for their love for me...i am truly blessed if i sit back and think about it again.just days before the day i realised that i totally forgot about the dulang for my hantaran..(boleh ka?? i actually had the idea of not having dulang at all..gila kan!!) i thought about renting but thank goodness, my sis offered my the queen Anne trays that she bought for all the ladies in my family..all the way from England. TQ sgt2 kak Dilla.. =) next time pinjam lagi boleh?? hahah

sekian, wassalam.