We Can Only Plan...

My baby was supposed to be delivered on the 23rd november 2011 according to her due date and i was so certain that the date was exact no mistake no miscalculate cos i was again so certain of my menses cycle. always noted in my BB. and the first visit to my doctor to confirm my pregnancy, it was accurate. i was 6 weeks pregnant that time. and i knew it already. heheheh... ;)

i didn't expect she would want to see the world at 37 weeks. i was surprised cos i always believed first baby would take longer to go into labour. so i kinda delayed a lot of stuffs especially arranging the hospital bags. gila la...hari ni kemas esok terus beranak kes i...naseb baik la sempat kemas...*phew*

i agak ralat sebab i forgot to put air zam-zam and kurma along inside my hospital bag. i had told my husband that in case i was put to sleep right after the baby came out, please give her some air zam-zam with kurma a bit...sebab sunah nabi kan. *aihhhh sangat2 terkilan bab ni* tu la bajet sempat besalin lepas balik dari raya haji sangat...tengok2 mlm raya haji tu nk teberanak dah!! air zam-zam dan kurma also my  minyak selusuh tinggal kt umah di Perlis. ):

Never mind...bersyukur saja la semuanya berakhir dengan baik dan selamat kan. Alhamdulillah.

I am still thankful dan rasa sangat hepi sebab keluar2 saja Maryam dari perut i ni, Doctor Annuar terus Azankan & Iqamat. Fresh2 macam tu ok. bukan itu saja, my doctor also syahadahkan baby, and bacakan doa sikit sambil tangan dia ligat memotong tali pusat before giving the baby to the nurse for cleaning process and followed by 2nd round og Iqamat by the husband. i saw that dalam mamai2 tu.

i guess because of that he has soooo many patients. i really suggest those from Alor Star & Perlis yang masih tercari2 suitable gynea or doctor pakar wanita, try him. InsyaAllah, u will be at peace. apa ja sakit u, he will make u feel calm. trust me. he's very relax. nak cari dia senang ja, he's at Putra Medical Center, Alor Star and his full name is Doctor Annuar Hussainy Hussain. VERY HANDSOME ok walaupun dah ada uban! ;) i selalu make up lebeh skit everytime nak pegi check perut tiap2 bulan. still remember ayat power Rizal dalam keta bila kami sampai PMC " ha tu dok sapu bedak tebai sangat tu, nak MENGORAT doctor Annuar la tu" i would reply everytime cam ni.. " MEMANG PON!" hahahahahha...sumpah!

tunggu turn jumpa doctor

after 2 weeks i gave birth, kena buat follow up check up with him, ingat biasa2 saja, rupanya doc nk cek luka. MAKKKK AIIIII....SEGAN!!! rasa nak terjun tingkap ja lepas tu..malu kat doctor hensem...padahal beranak kat dia tak tau malu pon...kwang..kwang..kwang..

*sigh* everything has settled. now it's time to move on with the new addition to our family. everbody loves Maryam sooo much, MasyaAllah, she's a blessing to us.

talking about blessing, now i understand why Allah decided she should came out and see this beautiful world earlier than her due date... 4 days after Maryam's birth, i recieved a call from Kementerian Pengajian Tinggi that i had to attend an interview for Master scholarship that i applied a few months before i gave birth and it was on the 23rd NOVEMBER 2011. Alhamdulillah... i managed to attend the interview eventhough i am still in my confinement. berjalan lah i dengan slow and steady ala2 pengantin masa tu...sebab mak keep reminding "jalan slow2, bentan sat lagi sapa susah?" hehehhe...

we brought along Maryam and she was a really good baby. really easy to take care of until now. Alhamdulillah, Maryam keluar awal from her due date maybe so that mom could go for that interview. :)

i don't really really care whether i got the scolarship or not, sebab depa tanya soalan during the interview macam nak bagi kami smua kena heart attack kot...perghhh...bepeluh menjawab beb!! apa2 pun i had gone through that toughest stage, the rest is again, i leave it to Allah. if i ever get that scholarship, i know it's Maryam's rezeki. so, i'm hoping for the best and i won't regret if i don't get it. tapi honestly, deep inside me, i soooo want it! oh my god...nak sangat2... hukhukhuk...okeh, tak mau pikir....wait and see.

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it would be great to go back to university and study full timely. i could take care of Maryam at the same time. i have been working for 4 years going 5. and i guess it's time to take a break from the hectic world of working life and get back to study. my 2012 plan is to register for my MA class. insyaAllah. Amin.

Again, it is all in the hand's of God. we can only plan but Allah determines all. u never know...u never know... ;)

okeh, baby dah bunyi2 tu, mesti nak susu!

tata~

p.s: Entry ini ditulis secara berperingkat akibat si baby girl yg asik terjaga-jaga.