Maryam Bahyraa is 3 Months, & mommy first day at work today!

Ohh cepatnya masa berlalu! Alhamdulillah, today 7th  Feb. 2012, my lil' darling Maryam is 3 months old... and today is MY 1st DAY AT WORK. okay, kepala i still ting tong, so i tak leh focus nak masuk kelas mangajar lagi, so i stay put at the office looking at the pictures of Maryam!! huuuu...


As for tha cake, dun be surprised..it's actually othe ordered that i made last saturday to "cure" my obsession over the Rainbow Cake. sangat teringin nak makan sebab kek tu cantik & warna warni. uishhh....SEDAPPPP!! so i figured, what to write on top of the cake...why not put MARYAM BAHYRAA IS 3 MONTHS kan..since sabtu lepas tu i pun dah cukup 90 hari on meternity leave. ;)

Today masuk keja, buat selamber lagi la..get the mood first, boleh?? actually i have sooo many to do but dunno where to start. *uwaaaaa*

Anyways, layan dulu la a few pics..

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 she's at home safely with my mak looking after her, naseb baik mak sudi ikot kami balik ke perlis ni sementara nak bg baby & i adjusting to new life... so just now i went  for my 1st session pumping. i'm not sure wheter i could still supply her with a lot of BM since my work requires me to teach in the class and i am very sure i cannot comply to 3 hours pumping every time...ntah la..too many things to consider at this point. bukan mudah menjadi exclusive pumping mom...seriously, SANGAT MENCABAR! setakat mana la i boleh pump saja without the direct feeding...T_T but, i have done the best i can, i hope no one will judge me. and true enough i really envy those who can successfully breast feed their babies...but i always calm myself, maybe Maryam wants to be independent. i have tried the gentle way and the almost forcing way too. but she seems to be happy with the bottle intead. dah la, i malas nak focus cita ni, it breaks my heart sometimes...but i will only focus on the positive part saja laa.. ;) which is, Maryam masih minum susu i... ;)

okay, i am still PHAT!! sekian...


HAPPY 3 MONTHS OLD MARYAM BAHYRAA... MOMMY ALWAYS LOVES YOU SO! XOXO

how do i loose all the weight that i've gained??tell me? huhh!