off white it is..

=) i would say i'm a true white and pastel colors lover.. even my car is white in color.if a person goes through my stuffs, she will notice that my things revolve around soft colors and white and lots of shdes of pink.tapi baju pi keja colorful la takkan hari2 masuk kelas mengajar baju putih and pink ja kan? actually, mata i ni macam tak reti tengok warna lain la..pi mai pi mai tu jugak warna yang i nampak. if u ask me about my wedding theme color i'd simple say white wedding!cos i dun know what else that looks great..that's what i really really hope my family and friends as well as my wedding planner to help me with the color coordinates..tak reti la...

regarding my wedding dresses..i was having a bit of trouble of deciding what color of dresses that i wanted to wear... for nikah, i just can't seem to agree to wear other than white baju nikah..so it's settled...it's gonna be white and pink themes..all white nikah outfit...but the thing is takkan la i nak pakai putih jugak lagi kan?? boring pulak nanti tgk album awat semua putih kan? then luckily my wedding planner reassured me that it was still okay if i like white and he suggested that we settled for an off white wedding dress...so happy to have somebody to help me make up my mind cos frankly speaking, i'm the type of person who is constantly needed of some kind of "reinforcements"..maybe solely because i'm always unsure of what would look good on me and what would look at least okay for the whole wedding..can't help it, i dun really know much about weddings.. ;(

so, talking about my wedding dress, i was expecting to just rent the oufits and save our small budget for something else..but, my wedding planner wanted to do a whole new baju sanding for me and fiance...wahhh, i can't describe the feelings..rasa macam excited sangat la..and hearing his advice that off white is a beautiful color and very classic and evergreen just make me feel very secured..rasa macam thankful sangat ada orang tolong buat keputusan untuk i, sbb i mmg tak reti...sengeh2 ja tau la..ehehhe...

i'm supposed to go back to penang today for our first fitting since he wants to buy the kain soon. but too bad fiance n i are very busy these days. jumpa dating pun sebulan sekali ja sejak2 kami mula kerja. ;( what to do....

honestly, the whole idea of fitting and stuffs makes me so loving this experiece of planning my wedding...rasa minat sgt2 walaupun tak pandai...i swear i've had lots of dreams on my wedding time tidur malam..gila kan??

sometimes it felt so real..and i would wake up feeling upset sbb rupanya mimpi...hampess...hahaha~

and i feel very happy with my wedding planner ni cos the fact that my budget is very small he still would do us a brand new baju.i can't wait to meet him again to see the designs and the type of kain that he chooses...i just hope that everything will be beautiful and soooo romantic...that's all..hihih...

baju kawen J.LO dulu2...(off white silk & chantilly lace) lawa kan?

p/s: yang paling penting...need to lose a lllllot of weight! aiyakkkk~

pp/s: what the heck is chantilly lace?? sungguh saya tak reti~