Tuesday, September 24, 2013

when u are on your own- expect the unexpected.

ini dalam kelas statistics. busy key in the SPSS data hoi!

"world" can be a scary place when you have to face it ALONE. i admit that the day i went to register myself again as a student was a day full of mixed emotions. i kept questioning myself whether i could do this on my own. no friends this time around. no one could back me up.

but i kept a positive thinking and moved on despite the fact i was disappointed with a friend i considered a very good one whom decided not to proceed her with her studies at the very last minute without any reason but kept quiet. which was really strange of her to be that silent.

again, a world can be a scary place when you have to face it ALONE.

but Alhamdulillah, Allah has eased everything so far. He sent me 3 good friends. and i must say that to find friend who instantly clicked with u is not easy but lt's not in my case. hahaha...i have 3 crazy Masters buddies now. we are inseparable. it's like we have known each other a long time.

now, group assignments are done by us 4 in a group. and i learn a lot from these geniuses. Alhamdulillah. the best thing about the day i go to my classes are always full with lots of laughter. seriously when i think back, i have not been laughing so hard for quite sometime. rasa macam zaman blajar degree muda2 dulu..macam zaman remaja pulak. padahal dh mak2 dh pun. we are of the same age 29-30 yrs. so, i guess that makes us bond quite well kot.

i never expected i would always be looking forward for my classes excitedly every week like this. i think that the days i go to my classes are the days that i truly feel enjoy about what i am currently committed to. full of laugh. stress is always there but when u have great buddies, stress is something u can handle effectively.

ohh i love my master class. rugi sangat pada yang dapat tapi tolak macam tu saja without any solid reason. why apply in the first place if u are going to waste and harm other people's chances?? i wish i could display how interesting tha classes are to these people who rejected to come. pity u just wasted a real good place and other people's place who have been rejected by the uni. shame on u!

i hope these two people could bear with me and pray for my succes too. :)

Friday, September 6, 2013

Welcoming ceremony for the postgraduate candidates.

the line up of the deans

so my journey as a student has officially began as off yesterday. we had to attend the Welcoming Ceremony where we were introduced to the management of the University. i had a blast meeting my new classmates. hahaha...it's always nice meeting new people for me. i love the experience every time. but one major thing i noticed after yerterday's event, while we were listening to the briefing and speeches from the dean and the  USM Deputy Canselor, the experience sort of strenghten my will to continue this journey with an open heart. it makes me stop thinking of " whether i could or could not" commit. Alhamdulillah... i think i have not taken the wrong turn, Insya Allah. meeting people who have the same objective as yours makes you feel stronger and positive kot. i met a classmate who just delivered her first child last months and she is from Kuala Kangsar. she shared her feelings towards her decision to continue her studies despites having a baby and a job, just make me feel so blessed. i think this kind of woman is by far stronger than myself. so, i find peace thinking of it.

tengah bediri nak nyanyi.hehehe

so yesterday's event ended with a positive thoughts in mind. jumpa pulak kawan2 yang sekepala memang bonus kan. one thing is that when you are a postgraduate candidates your sense of team work is stronger kot. we feel that we are equal. have the same objective. the same commitments (work, family, etc) and have to attend  class in the evening. hehehe...so semua orang memahami situasi masing-masing. insyaAllah rasa tak laa sorang2..semua sedia membantu gitu. heheh...

the oath
when i saw all the deans walk into the hall, my god..i miss the robe and go up on the stage to grab  your scroll again. dulu i panggil robe tu baju harry potter... seeing these people wearing the robe, and when they were introduced as Professors or Associate Professors, huiii... meremang bulu roma. to all the friends who left university years ago, i only got 1 question to ask. "DON'T YOU MISS THE MOMENTS OF YOUR CONVOCATION DAY?" or the very least, "DON'T YOU MISS YOUR UNIVERSITY?"

So, next monday is going to be my first day of going back attending lecture and stuffs after almost 6 years of working, which i really look forward to.May Allah S.W.T guide my path all the way to the end. Amin.