Wednesday, February 24, 2010

the unresolve dream pelamin almost resolve...

yeah as the tittle suggests, i think i have found my dream pelamin design...i'm aware that having a wedding at the dewan with stage, many would choose 3 or more panels type of pelamin to fill up the space. in my mind i have always wanted something simple but diffrent...and my meeting with my 1st pelamin maker wasn't a success...maybe not my rezeki or basically not meant to be... and after that i had the idea of pelamin without panels but i didn't know wheter it was possible or not cos it would take a lot of creativity to make the idea comes to life..more importantly, not many pelamin maker likes the idea cos i think it's a bit tricky kot..

again i really wanted pelamin without panels...i have this idea at the back of my head but i don't know whether this idea is possible to be applied in the hall..usually pelamin without panel ni kita biasa tgk kat kenduri dulu2 i guess...i mean as modernization took place, the pelamins evolved and muncul lah pelamin2 berpanel ni...(tekaan saya sahaja ok) cos penels make the jobs or creating a pelamin easier and save time kot...main susun2 ja panel tu siap! and panels pelamin looks very grand indeed~

but having a pelamin without panel??? how?? hmm...come i show u how it looks like...



i swear i was so surprised to learn that my wedding- planner -to -be, have some collections on pelamin without panels...i was literally jumping up and down when i saw these pics and i was like "eureka!!" hahah... Alhamdulillah, rupanya ada jugak org boleh buat tanpa panel...basically, panels are replaced with kain as the back drop..that's what i picture concrete added.

these pics are coutesy of sofibridal i was inroduced to this person by a friend...he sent me a msg yesterday and asked me to visit his page to get the idea what his designs basically look like we plan to discuss further when i go back to penang for my next break..i really have high hope that this time around ada la rezeki for us to work together... cos i love many of his creations. i mean it's rarely seen such work in penang...cos many of the bridal boutiques are so typical in terms of taste and design...almost the same..but i think i almost find what i'm looking for. insyaAllah, if the dicussion goes on smoothly, i won't have to worry so much about the pelamin again.still i dun want to be over excited...just hope for the best. =)

the million dollar question is...."berapa riban duit i nak abeh for something like this???" =( tak pa la kan, we'll try to come up with something affordable based on the baudget...tak mau la grand sgt

p/s: ok ka if i choose to sit on the floor instead of the chair?? hishhh..mula lah fikiran ni ligat memikirkan yg pelik2...seriously, won't it look weird if we sit on the floor??

credits to

Monday, February 22, 2010


ughh~ i dun feel very throat feels horrible, my ears are ringging..i couldn't hear a thing what my students were asking...gonaa need that ubat batuk cap hurix very very soon~

Thursday, February 18, 2010

for the sake of writing something today

ramai betul yang kahwin bulan ni kan! meriahnya mood.. =) who's next??

today i did a little adjustment to our wedding checklist...i have "adjusted" the list for 3 times so far and kinda sure it'll be a few more adjustments to make in future until the wedding day kot...not that i have been changing my mind a lot, but there are many aspects that we have to consider when it comes to big thing like holding a wedding. as far as i'm concern, there's never a grand and elaborate wedding that i crave for. NO! i just want a simple, beatiful and affordable wedding. and YES, the word SIMPLE is soooo overrated nowadays. it could mean 10k for simple things too...pengsan~

so i come to a conclusion, i need to think and act smartly... yang mana boleh DIY, do DIY ja lah..and it's fun too..macam masuk kelas ekonomi rumahtangga pulak rasanya.kan? things that are really really not in my capability i can't do anything but leave 'em to the experts..i'm so not creative like many of you..and i wish for it..but, what to do...i'm a left brain individual...haha...i would like to have my wedding checklist to be put on the side of this blog like many brides to be have done, still i can't figure out how to yet? nampak tak betapa tak retinya i...maybe i'll ask some of u girls later..

next, i'm just curious...are all the wedding plannings that b2b sedang buat..adakah segalanya berjalan lancar sahaja? i mean, i find myself feeling a bit frustrated with my preparations.. i mean, it's just so damn hard for people to understand my simple need..i understand it perfectly that when it comes to wedding, everyone is happy and excited for the event and try to put forward their ideas and such..but i just hope that people will understand that some ideas just don't suit my need and please don't give me all the negative feedbacks cos that's just mean...

=( and every individual is not the same in term of preference, ideas, etc. even our fingger prints are different deal with it..

memang betul cakap kawan2, that we really have to be very calm, cool and collected~ jangan cepat gelabah and tension..but sometimes, stress jugak. honestly, i'm not stress cos i have expected this to happen and i refuse to be stressed..err why the heck i keep mentioning the word stress? ehehe...

so, i guess whatever i have planned so far, i will just proceed and not turning back. and i i can't please everyone..

p/s: awat ntah lagu aliff aziz tu dok bekumadang kat telinga? please..please..please..kamu jangan nakal~

Friday, February 12, 2010

pelamin oh pelamin!

in a few hours i'll be leaving for penang for chinese new year's break...i pulak yang terlebih excited...haha~ there's a few things that i need to start settling during the break cos i know i'm a little left behing now compared to many brides to be... i've seen many of you out there who have settled with a lot of stuffs on your respective checklist eventhough the wedding is end of the year..but me?? erk..habuk pun takdak lagi ni..hihi
so, i plan to settle one very important thing this weekend, which is our pelamin for reception. =)

honestly said, i don't know what suits me the best i mean in terms of design and budget and the most important thing what would look good in the i don't really know what to expect just yet..that is why we have to start the discussion now..
being a simple me, i just want to have a simple pelamin too. i do't want anything crowded on the stage..just something sleek and clean look.also, i don't think i could afford a decorator for the whole dewan or my badget will shoot off the i guess the only deco for the dewan is the pelamin itself.. thus, i hope the discussion will go on smoothly..
i'm so freaking nerveous to overspend on the thing that i'd probably be sitting for a few minutes or less than an hour to be, i'm not cheapskate or whatever u call it..but i have a really tight budget to deal i better be extra careful..

nevertheless, a girl got a dream of her own.setiap orng ada impian yg indah kan? i browsed through several pages and love many of the designs from kerja kahwin design and Zaifie Zainal and i keep thinking of the design like below. by the way, credits to all of them..

love to be walking down this cute isle, cantik juga arch begitu..

a simple 3 panels pelamin, very sweet

i love pomander balls gantung2 like this..simple~

hope to settle the pelamin by this week!!

ok then..i have class in a few minutes...till then,..

sekian, wassalam ;p

designer's baju for free~

i was blog walking this morning, and read zerry Zamry's blog. i couldn't believe my eyes when i read he would design u a free baju.........for your future spouse only! hehehe... basically in his promo for this month, if anybody temapaha baju nikah or wedding dress from him, he'd do a free baju for our man...well, sounds good to me~

check him out at http://

p/s: sapa tak mau baju designer kan... ;p

p.p/s: zerry zamri did reply me promptly! hihi

Wednesday, February 10, 2010


how can i be so careless?? ;(

today i just dicoverd that the front part of my car dah calar! ughh~ i didn't recall anything that i did to cause the looks as if somebody has hit it or it has been hit ( betul ka ayat i ni??) i mean, i'm so 100% positive that i didn't hit anything...all this while i didn't realise it until today cos my car was very dirty and i didn't wash it for a very long tak perasan la benda tu scratch... now, i'm beginning to suspect it had something to do with the day i sent it for service last week...mamat service tu la kot bump my car...hukhukhuk...tak baik serkap jarang...but who could have done it? rasanya when i see the scratch bukan macam orang langgar tapi macam org yg drive yg langgar something.. ;(

there goes my gaji...baru ja fix all the scratches and dah ada balik? bankrupt~

pasang ticker!!

i got my wedding ticker...yes finally! i know that time will fly extra fast so i have to keep up..7 months to and i should at least settle a few things by now...unfortunately, with workloads and living away from home sweet home make it a bit of challenge for me..tapi normal la kan benda2 remeh ni..everybody goes through..

at 7 months away from the wedding insyaAllah, i think i have a little bit of idea what to do now..ohh, i do have a checklist but my checklist is not as superb as others..just a simple checklist and i don't intent to share cos more or less it's almost the same with everybody.. nothing fancy~ =) cos the wedding is not going to be an elaborate one...

so, ticker ni macam akan ingatkan i la kan if i lengah2 ka apa ka...hihi ni pun banyak lengah ni...apa pun tak settled lagi..many of the items in my list are at dicussion stage..banyak yang perlu dibuat from now on..

i hope things will be smooth for me in terms of my preparation...but i always keep in mind that, i could only try my best.. =)

can't wait for friday...goin back to penang and i have meeting with my pelamin vendor..actually i shouldn't be calling her vendor..she's my friend..insyaAllah, if our discussion goes well, she'll will do the pelamin.

sekian,.. ;p

p/s: ticker tu cam blur lah..takpa2..nanti cek adjust..nak delete pink rose ticker tu, sayang...

Tuesday, February 9, 2010

if you're not the one

If you're not the one then why does my soul feel glad today?
If you're not the one then why does my hand fit yours this way?
If you are not mine then why does your heart return my call?
If you are not mine would I have the strength to stand at all?

I never know what the future brings
But I know you're here with me now
We'll make it through
And I hope you are the one I share my life with

I don't wanna run away but I can't take it,
I don't understand
If I'm not made for you then why does my heart tell me that I am?
Is there any way that I can stay in your arms?

If I don't need you then why am I crying on my bed?
If I don't need you then why does your name resound in my head?
If you're not for me then why does this distance maim my life?
If you're not for me then why do I dream of you as my wife? (husband laa.haha)

I don't know why you're so far away
But I know that this **much** is true
We'll make it through
And I hope you are the one I share my life with
And I wish that you could be the one I die with
And I'm praying you're the one I build my home with
I hope I love you all my life

I don't wanna run away but I can't take it,
I don't understand
If I'm not made for you then why does my heart tell me that I am
Is there any way that I can stay in your arms?

'Cause I miss you, body and soul so strong that it takes my breath away
And I breathe you into my heart and pray for the strength to stand today
'Cause I love you, whether it's wrong or right
And though I can't be with you tonight
You know my heart is by your side

I don’t wanna run away but I can’t take it,
I don’t understand
If I’m not made for you then why does my heart tell me that I am
Is there any way that I can stay in your arms?

by Daniel Badingfield

Monday, February 8, 2010

wedding songs...S.O.S

i'm in the middle of collecting suitable and aprropriate songs to be played on the big day...i don't plan any DJ to entertain my guests cos i'm just not interested with a person talking on and on and sometimes merapu for the sake of talking and Deejaying...but at the same time i don't want to bore my guests if the atmostphere becomes very suram and sunyi. hanya suara orang2 bercakap and accompany by the sounds of pinggan mangkuk and cawan2 while the guests are eating. agak boring kan?? so i thought, some wedding related songs would be appropriate to make the day feels so alive, betul tak? at least a little entertainment would be no harm rite~

but then i don't want the typical wedding songs to be played during the day, cos honestly i feel weird..kelakar la bila dengar lagu2 kat kenduri kahwin..."pengantin baru.....duduk bersanding...tersimpul malu...bla..bla..bla.." so i figure, i could change the normal typical wedding songs kat kenduri2 orang kahwin and replace by songs that would suit and please to my ears.. ( again, i know i penting diri,..hihi)

i'm trying to list down songs that are romantic, very soothing like the Indon songs and Malay songs and some english songs too..but i'm stuck..tak tahu lagu apa lagi nak cari...i'd be really nice if anyone could recommend me more tittle...
currectly, i handed the job to collect as many songs as possible to my niece since she is free now..hopefully i'll approve all her songs selection and we can burn into CD. if not, i will have to start all over again searching for the lagu2 idaman kalbu... ;p

p/s: loving the song "sempurna" by Andra & the Backbone and many of the Ada Band songs! very soothing indeed

Friday, February 5, 2010


image source: google

after all the trouble i went through i finally had the courage to step on the scale to weigh myself..just curious wheter i actually lost any weight on not...i was happy to see the result that i managed to shed some may not be much ..just 3 kilo...i know it's a small number but at least i did it naturally without any pill or special food diet, etc.. cos i'm a fraid of those things..and trust me i'm not the type of person who would lose weight anytime i damn hard! to be able to lost this 3 kilo pun, i went though a strict diet, cutting on rice and carbs.. lapar ok.. =(

i'm proud of myself, i celebrated the 3 kg lost with a snack plate at KFC plus the cheesy wedges at lunch today!!!

i hate myself now...

have a great weekend everybody~

Wednesday, February 3, 2010

Bunga Telur - Gantung Style~

iniatially i have decided not to have bunga telur or pahar on my wedding day as door gift. i don't know why but simply because i want to give something else which is now at discussion stage lagi...moreover, i really want to avoid spending too much money...but i understand my mak's concern regarding tradition of giving away bunga telur on wedding day, so i compromised...i will have 3 items in the goody bag on the nikah day, so one of the items will be bunga mak will feel relief that her daughter is not about against the tradition all the time...hehe...(wait till u hear more about my wedding planning)

so, as always being in the place like this, there's nothing much i do but emailing and calling the vendors that i'm interested in.. and i have come across many websites that offer some interesting bunga telur design.. and 1 website that i'm fond of is this =)

let's check some of the designs shall we...

this one is called robin's blue which look so sweet and i personally think most appropriate to give to men. and another one is...

the pink kekwa...i just love the total sweet...maybe because i love pink and all kind of pink shades. and yes, i think it's most appropriate to be given to the women..
what more? i love the price...very affordable and, wait no more..if anybody finds it interesting try and ask for the quotation...

baby issues

noooo...i'm not refering to me wanting to have a baby or something! no...not yet...hahah...ok, i know that this entry will cause some negatives impressions on me but i just want to let all my frustration for a minute and be done with it.

it's actually about my office mates who keeps talking about their babies every hour of EVERY FREAKING DAY!! i mean i've had enought already...penat telinga i tau. i may not understand why they keep going on about their babies cos i'm not married and i have no baby to join their chit chatting..but if every morning, the first thing that comes comes out their mouths are about how their babies do this and that, how thier babies buat perangai, menangis, laughs, do some actions stunts la, eventhough baru umur 5 bulan dah pandai cakap nak susu la..yadaaa..yadaa..yadaa..ok2..i get it..but do they have to talk about the same things about their babies all the time...throughout the day..from morning till evening?? come on...gimme a break..

i know i have a choice to just ignore their talking or chit chittng but i can't..we sit in the same i have to hear them...and sometimes i just think that this is too much, as if we have nothing else to talk about? and of couse, for somebody like me who is not yet married, i mean the only person not yet married in the partition i feel a lil' left out...sedey jugak cos i have nothing to talk about.

nevertheless, i try to understand all of them..they are young mothers and excited parent. so i may not understand completely how they feel...but honestly, some people are a lilttle over the top and pretend like they have 10 babies and talk about their miricle knowledge on babies...*sigh*

ok u might say i'm being silly or exaggerating,but honestly i have to face the baby topic every it really like that?? i mean if we're married and have kids all we will be talking are about our babies??? everyday?? wow~

don't people get tired of something? how about those who have not been blessed with a child yet? tak kesian ka if they have to hear the same thing everyday from their co-worker?? and also, i feel weird when these mothers dengan selamber cakap tentang org tu or org ni dah kawen for more than a year or so, still takda anak and they seem to question why?? i mean isn't that a matter of rezeki from Allah? who are we to say this and that? i mean, they are all samart and educated people here..but sometimes, they seem to act like non.. and for them if u are married, u're supposed to be pregger as soon as possible, if u fail then, seolah2 u have problem somewhere.WHAT THE....?

ok,enough said..time to move on. l love babies...they are adorable~

p/s: i'm glad i have a blog to pour all my feelings. TQ
p.p/s: ohh, no one knows i have a blog..huhu~