Monday, October 3, 2011

1st Wedding Anniversary - postponed & pregnancy routine check up

How time flies and yet it feels just like 6 months ago, since we have been married! pheww~ yesterday 2nd October 2011, the marked of our 1 year of being together as husband and wife. Syukur Alhamdulillah. We have made it for a year. we annoyed each other, we had arguments over stupid stuffs, and so on, yet WE LOVE EACH OTHER SO ENDLESSLY despite all the circumstances.

a year of being together i admid there are thousands of things that we have learnt and still learn of each other. and i guess, the learning of each other will never end.

a year of being together, i must say not every moment is beautiful and full of joy, but it has been colorful with some ups and down too.

a year of being together, i realised that a lot of improvenment within myself to be made.

a year of being together, i am so sure that my husband is such a kind and loving person.

a year of being together, we are very excited for the arriving of our bundle of joy, soon!

a year of being togther, i realised that the annoying of each other part will never be over~

a year of being together, i realised that there so many things await us to be explored ahead.

a year of being together, i am always hopeful Allah will protect us, guide us, love us, help us. Amin~

BUT, guess what?? the anniversary has been postponed~ ;( because of our lack of planning and managing of time. ( padan muka) i ordered some cup cakes but it was a very last minute order, so the baker had to turn down my order despite the appeal i made. (sangat desperate and mintak akak tu accept but cannot). *cry*

then i checked the schedule that i had to go to PMC for my routine check up and i knew it was gonna take long cos it was sunday.sunday is always a busy day there. we stucked for almost 3 hours waiting for our turn to finally see the doctor. so again, i told rizal that maybe it was not a good idea to continue going somewhere to celebrate the anniversary after a long day at the hospital, i was dead tired. so we decided to pospone it instead. insyaAlah, we'll see how it goes this coming weeked. I AM SO EXCITED!

okay, let's talk routine check up now a.k.a cek perut. :) according to the doctor's culcalation, i am now at week 33 of my pregnancy. and after 2 weeks from now, i will have to come for the routin check up each week until i deliever. currently we have to see the doctor every 2 weeks, soon it'll be once a week! hoooomaigod, i'm having a baby soon~

so yesterday, i had to be injected. i asked what kind of injection was i recieving and he said "kancing gigi" i had no idea what it was, just berserah saja and relakan ja lah...heheh...i think, those who does the routine check up at klinik kesihatan kerajaan would recieve the injection pretty early kot. but, the injection was okay, very fast and nothing hurtful. people said that it was gonna hurt and the arm would feel a bit numb right after. i fetl ok je... isi i banyak kot sebab ditampung dengan lemak2 degil. heheheh..

so, i am only left with another injection which he said soon. halamakkk, cucuk lagi rupanya! but it's normal they said. throughout of our pregnancy, we are going to recieve 2 injections.

i gained weight. i mean i gained a lot of weight!! 3kg ++ ok~  but Alhamdulillah, the doctor said my blood test result came perfect and excess sugar and stuffs. i'm doing fine in term of my health. Alhamdulillah. so does the baby. she's healthy and her current weight is about 1.9kg.

Rizal asked the doctor to print us the scan picture this week but too bad, we cannot see her face. she always covers her face with her hand on her cheek. yesterday i saw the baby actually sucking her fingger, and my heart melted... so the doctor said, there was no use of him printing the scan picture since we can't really see her face. :( it's ok, maybe this baby wants us to see the real her when she's ready to see the world kot?

Hmm, my feelings at this moment is full of anxiousness and nervousness kot. i am always having dreams of the day i have to push this baby out. asyik2 mimpi nak beranak, asyik2 mimpi pegi hospital nak beranak~ adoi!! and honestly, i am scared. but whatever it is, the baby will have to be pushed out soon by me, kan!

Till, i write again~ ;)

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